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July 02 First LoveFirst of all, a question to ask: do you still remember exactly about your first kiss, first intimate hug, and first love?
for someone, for a lot people, the memory may get so blurry, so far away.
but what if, just what if.
what if your first love becomes the love of your life?
what if your first love lasts over 10 years?
and what if your first love never becomes your man?
there's a fine line, do you dare to cross?
what would come when we're on the other side? June 30 to remember the dayit's just that i've been having such a Significant time of life, that i feel the need to try to remember it the way as it is.
(busy, crazy, daily routine for about 2 weeks)
6:10 wake up by alarm or mom, unwillinly
6:20 drag my tired ass to the wash room, unconsciously
6:20-6:45/50 take my morning shower, gradually
6:50-7:10 make myself presentable, routinely
7:10-7:20 have my breakfast, slightly
7:20 leave the house with mom, hurrily
7:20-7:30 walk to the bus stop, chattily
7:30-7:45 spend the journey to "hell" on 800, grumpily
(or 7:30-7:40 take a cab to "prinson", comfortably)
7:45-7:48 buy a bottle water and a coffee, necessarily
7:48-7:52 star at my Mr. Mcdreamy while cross the street, affectionately
7:52-7:55 wait for the elevator and get to the 7th "hell", indifferently
7:55-8:00 find a tolerable room, desperatly
8:00-10:00 have the 1st one, BLANK
10:00-10:05 figure out what to eat for lunch and order, urgently
10:05-12:05 have the 2nd one, BLANK
12:05-12:20 find Q or L or anyone possible, hopefully
12:20-12:45 have my lunch while watching some leftover tv shows, patheticly
12:45-13:00 play Super Mario, happily
13:00-15:00 have the 3rd one, BLANK
15:00-15:30 take a break, eventfully
15:30-17:30 have the 4th one, BLANK
17:30-18:00 take the last break, numbly
18:00-20:00 have the 5th/last one, BLANK
20:00-20:10 pack up my stuff, roboticly
20:10-20:15 take the elevator and get back to the world, tiredly
20:15-21:00 find something to feed myself, sleepily
21:00-21:30 get home from wherever the dinner place is, peacfully
21:30-then start my night at home, finally
April 08 Feeling Alive AgainJust brought my ass back from work, a fine day, i have to say. My physical condition's been at stake for the past 2 or 3 days, but luckily i was able to "survive" without a small simple operation. I do feel a lot better now, and also am quite happy with the fact that losing couple of pounds. Sort of messed up my life a little bit again, but i'm not 19 any more, which means i know better, and i'm doing the right thing. it's actually quite simple: family and work always come first, others, such as relationships & friends or people between, should come in naturally. Well, let's change, and be good, kiddoe. March 04 All just Question Marksin the years of love everyone is learning. admit it or not, i'm reaching to a point that i need to consider things seriously or at least as a grown-up. we all made mistakes in our past relationships, but when do we know that we have learned enough? when do we know that we are ready? and when do we know that our Mr./Ms. Right is the next one coming? love at first sight, is that really gonna last? Scientists find out that the chemistry human body produces when they fall in love would last up to 13 months. what about afterwards? where do the feelings go? or should it just all start as friends, let the butterflies in your stomach fly, and wait for the romance to come? having the best time hanging out together, besides making each other comfortable and companied, does it mean there's romance growing? having the worst time fighting, besides being angry and hurt, does it mean the love's gone? love's always been hard, and i believe it will be like this in a million years. i am just a single gal, searching for my love and my soulmate. i have so many questions to ask, and i hope i'll find a man with all my answers one day. All just Question Marksin the years of love everyone is learning. admit it or not, i'm reaching to a point that i need to consider things seriously or at least as a grown-up. we all made mistakes in our past relationships, but when do we know that we have learned enough? when do we know that we are ready? and when do we know that our Mr./Ms. Right is the next one coming? love at first sight, is that really gonna last? Scientists find out that the chemistry human body produces when they fall in love would last up to 13 months. what about afterwards? where do the feelings go? or should it just all start as friends, let the butterflies in your stomach fly, and wait for the romance to come? having the best time hanging out together, besides making each other comfortable and companied, does it mean there's romance growing? having the worst time fighting, besides being angry and hurt, does it mean the love's gone? love's always been hard, and i believe it will be like this in a million years. i am just a single gal, searching for my love and my soulmate. i have so many questions to ask, and i hope i'll find a man with all my answers one day.
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