Waking up naturally seemed to be such a treat for me. and yet, when i actually got the chance to do so, i sort of spoiled it.

Walking down the street, i got sentimental a little. i was not sure what it was, perhaps the yellow fallen leaves or the chilly breeze. it was those little things that could trigger your protected emotional self when you pay the least attention to the surroundings. And when i felt that, and let myself be like that, for just a second, i wondered last year, what it was like then. what was i doing? who was in my life? and where was my heart and soul heading towards?

People come and go in life. Some stayed for just a minute, and some stayed a little longer. but at the end, about 90% of them just faded away, or simply disappeared in some cases. and the thing i realized is that the one who really matters always always finds a way to stick around, in spite of some occasional absence.

it’s fall. it’s this kind of season that my heart falls a little now and then. and on some level, it’s nice to know that there are still plenty of ups and downs that makes me fall and rise, in life.